Sunday, June 30, 2013

What more than 3?????????

Had wonderful 2-3 weeks... Had a relax weekend last week and learn about God more and i learnt about my kids more too... We had a kitten but it s not good for Yuhanna or i should sayYuhanna is not good for cats...And now we are looking for a place to give the cat away...

After we came back from Yalova Odelia got sick, after her Yuhanna got sick and I was so sick too... I mean i had a terrible stomachache... As you guess it s not good while you are pregnant :( Anyway I m better and Odelia got healed but Yuhanna is still sick, which is terrible for everyone...So I m at the home with him and Odelia went with daddy to church.

So we learnt a new thing about Odelia... That s she wanna go to school, not homeschool...And we are ok with that. She will start to kindergarten nex season...Which mean s we should move too...and after it will come to new baby...So many thing will change in our home. But one thing still be the same: I will learn many things in eachday...about motherhood, about my kids, about my husband and how to be a better wife... But most of all I ll keep to learn about How GOD loves me and my family and learn how to WALK with HIM eachday no matter what.

And I learnt that my husband wants more kids than 3!!!!!!!! We talked and i thought we decided about 3 kids and yesterday we were talking and telling ok after the baby we should give baby stuff away but he said me that " What bout for another babies and pregnancies????????" I was just shock...And asked him again and again what he meant.... He told me that he wants more kids... I do too... But it s not easy in many ways but i think will have more kids... Only God know about number ;)











Friday, June 14, 2013

Having 2 Littles and expecting Another

Having two littles around you and expecting another one is not that easy... Just was feeling over tired everytime... But after I m looking of my 2 kiddos and thinking of being tired for a wonderful reason is not that bad... When this 2 littles come to me and hugging my neck with that little arms is just taking my all tiredness and giving me rest...

And now I stopped nursing to Yuhanna which s making me more strong nowadays...Because 4 months later I ll start to nursing another little one... We are so excited about  new member who will join in our family 4 months later...

4 months??? Is that quick now???Time is flying and I can feel little kicks which makes me so happy and know that my little one is healthy in there...

But the same time need to do many things...Need to prepare many many things...

But most important than all things I should spent more time with GOD... I need to hear from Him, I need to listen Him, and I need to learn to how to trust Him about everything...

Because I know I m nothing without Him. And I need him in every section of my life especially about how to train and teach to my little ones and how to be more helpful wife and learn more about supporting my husband as Spritual...


It s not looks like easy when having crying kids, tired body and need-to-be-clean home....

"I can do all this through him who gives me strenght."   Philippians 4:4