Fun time with Kiddos and New Game

Hello everyone...

This 2-3 days kiddos were not feeling well so we were in the home most of the time...
And just was thinking and made a new game for Odelia... She can learn the letters the same time and she can answer the some of the questions...

So I print out some of the animal pictures and Odelia can color it... And wrote animals' names with the colorful big letters...

And with another colorful paper I cut the letters for the animals which i used for our game.
I pasted (stamped) animals' pictures to the big hard paper and wrote animals' names on it.

When it done we started to play with Odelia...
 Turned upside down the letters and asked some questions to Odelia like which color s banana? (This s a tricky question for who married with Indian or Sri Lankan...Because they have green banana too =) )

Or what the cow says? When she answered the question she can take one letter and tried to match the letter with animals' names... When she done all the letters for one animal she s getting one sticker (you can give anything what your kids like)...

Here it s some of the photos for seeing better...

Am I really crazy or just love the blessings from GOD???

Hi everyone...

Sorry for long time didnt write...It was totally busy here.
My kiddos get 6 diases a child sickness like chikenpox... Anyway Praise God it didnt contunie long... In one week it all went away... And my baby sister s here with us more than 2 weeks now... She s not a baby anymore =)She s 16... And my kiddos like to play with her and fight with her as i said she s my babysister...;)

So having fun time and it s so bad that they closed the closest parks to our home...So cant go everytime out and most of time we are doing home activities and ministry works...And how much I m praying to God for provide us a house with a backyard where my kiddos can enjoy and run and burn their energies... I belive God will provide everything what we need...  Also we were planning to send Odelia to kindergarten for this fall but i cant imagine how it s expensive for us... So we just decided to contunie to homeschool and she s ok with that...So God will help my kiddos to find more friends...

And nowadays I m trying to save some money...So trying to not to spend extra money while we are expecting our 3rd blessings... Even I made a home-made laundry detergentand it was soooooooooooo cheap I cant imagine how much i was spending money of this thing... I was paying 26 TL for 3 kg detergent... Which s for only 1 month or less than that... Because of the kids we are washing clothes almost everyday... And for 5 galloon homemade laundry detergent was only 6 TL ($3)... And you cant imagine how wonderful it s smelling... And i added some violent essential oil too... This s wonderful...

Anyway today i was going to some friend home for dinner with kids and David joined us later...
So I was going with 2 kids and 1 in the belly =) And i heard some of the people were telling that How I m crazy...And this last week one lady i met at the park (little bit far from my home) and she saw i m pregnant for my 3rd and she just said me that "YOU ARE JUST CRAZY"... Come on people... I m hearing this sentence so often now... And even at my church one lady came and told me (who doesnt have any baby!!!a single lady) that I m so crazy or so brave...
NOPE people... Me and my husband s not crazy... Just We cant say No to God while he wanna bless us in this way too... You can imagine how wonderful that lil ones giggling sounds... And when they are coming and hugging your neck and telling you that they love you you can understand how a big blessings they are!!!

I dont know about you but I know that my BEST TREASURE s MY GROWING FAMILY...

Also you can check to Psalm 127...

#happy to have this lil ones#

What more than 3?????????

Had wonderful 2-3 weeks... Had a relax weekend last week and learn about God more and i learnt about my kids more too... We had a kitten but it s not good for Yuhanna or i should sayYuhanna is not good for cats...And now we are looking for a place to give the cat away...

After we came back from Yalova Odelia got sick, after her Yuhanna got sick and I was so sick too... I mean i had a terrible stomachache... As you guess it s not good while you are pregnant :( Anyway I m better and Odelia got healed but Yuhanna is still sick, which is terrible for everyone...So I m at the home with him and Odelia went with daddy to church.

So we learnt a new thing about Odelia... That s she wanna go to school, not homeschool...And we are ok with that. She will start to kindergarten nex season...Which mean s we should move too...and after it will come to new baby...So many thing will change in our home. But one thing still be the same: I will learn many things in eachday...about motherhood, about my kids, about my husband and how to be a better wife... But most of all I ll keep to learn about How GOD loves me and my family and learn how to WALK with HIM eachday no matter what.

And I learnt that my husband wants more kids than 3!!!!!!!! We talked and i thought we decided about 3 kids and yesterday we were talking and telling ok after the baby we should give baby stuff away but he said me that " What bout for another babies and pregnancies????????" I was just shock...And asked him again and again what he meant.... He told me that he wants more kids... I do too... But it s not easy in many ways but i think will have more kids... Only God know about number ;)

Having 2 Littles and expecting Another

Having two littles around you and expecting another one is not that easy... Just was feeling over tired everytime... But after I m looking of my 2 kiddos and thinking of being tired for a wonderful reason is not that bad... When this 2 littles come to me and hugging my neck with that little arms is just taking my all tiredness and giving me rest...

And now I stopped nursing to Yuhanna which s making me more strong nowadays...Because 4 months later I ll start to nursing another little one... We are so excited about  new member who will join in our family 4 months later...

4 months??? Is that quick now???Time is flying and I can feel little kicks which makes me so happy and know that my little one is healthy in there...

But the same time need to do many things...Need to prepare many many things...

But most important than all things I should spent more time with GOD... I need to hear from Him, I need to listen Him, and I need to learn to how to trust Him about everything...

Because I know I m nothing without Him. And I need him in every section of my life especially about how to train and teach to my little ones and how to be more helpful wife and learn more about supporting my husband as Spritual...


It s not looks like easy when having crying kids, tired body and need-to-be-clean home....

"I can do all this through him who gives me strenght."   Philippians 4:4

Need a Comforter!!!

I dont know where to start this time...

Just having some rough time...ok not just SOME... It s REALLY HARD TIMES...Just dont know what s going on...I m trying to not show my worries or my disappointments to the my lovely David and my Odelia and Yuhanna...or anyone whose around me or they are thinking that they are with me but in reality it s not true... Only God, only front of my God i can be who i m really with my wrongs, my worries, my feelings...

Only He can know and can comfort... Only God knows how bad i m feeling cant do anything about financial situation we are in... My David who is working very hard to meet all our needs, mine and Odelia's and Yuhanna's even the baby who s in me now...And how much heavy those things in his shoulders...but still he s happy to do it...

I just dont wanna show him the bills which contunie to coming, coming, and coming...or dont wanna say him about the needs we should buy... How i can try to mention even those to my man who s trying to too hard...

So i m just feeling totally useless... Cant help him...I dont have any talent for at least can earn for bills... But nothing...

And there s no one around me can talk with them and have some encouraging words or even a arm to hug and cry freely...

Wait a minute... I have someone... Who is with me everytime... and ready to hold me in His arms when i want... He knows every thoughts i have and all the worries in my heart whose stealing my peace, my joy...
And He knows what i m going trhough... HE s a great comforter when i m alouding him to control me... But most of time I dont wanna see He s there with me all the way i m going through...


His name is JESUS...and He s just telling me "TRUST ME, not the human being but ONLY ME,come to my PRESENCE..."

"Yet I hold this against you: you have forsaken the love you had at first"
Revelation 2:4

Have more responsibilities than what i thought

Dont know how to or where to start...But sometimes i cant even remember my new title i ve got 3 years ago...MOTHER...or maybe i thought it will be easier than what i learnt now... 

As i m pregnant for my 3rd one i thought it will be easy I m already stay at home mom since 2 years... But it's not that easy for me... I was so tired and have terrible morning sicknesses even sometimes i thought 'what I'm doing???' But when i start to thinking about that new lifeand that little one who will need me for everything at least 1 year, and that joy which he/she'll bring our growing family just having joy...That fear and selfish goes but still need to work on it...


So last 11 weeks i couldnt do anything!!! No cooking, no cleaning, no laundry even not spending time with my kiddos...Because i had excuse that I AM PREGNANT!!! I was like blind... I couldnt see how much my husband needs me while he s working full time and how much my kiddos need me... More than 8 hours they are alone with me and cant do much things...cant learn many things... I dont know how i couldnt see those...
I dont know how much i could be selfish like this...So one day Odelia turned me and said "Mommy please cook, i want to eat"... What??? It was like taking shower with cold water in winter...

How much my kiddos need me??? I just wake up from my selfish sleep... It s time to wake up and start to do my responsibilities again...and I just gone my kitchen and was looking what i have in the home for cook...And another problem... didnt go to shopping for 11 weeks and there was nothing...

So no matter what i just wake up and now i know better what or who s are first...Thanks God for remind me and telling again that how much you loved me and how much you loved my husband and my kiddos...

So when i m seeing Odelia prays for food everytime she s thanking to God for everyone in the family even baby who she cant see yet I know what s my most important work and ministry...

Still learning how to enjoy with my most important work...Being a MOTHER for 2 and 1 on the way kiddos...And being a WIFE for the most WONDERFUL HUSBAND...

BIG NEWS!

Hey everyone!

You know what? We are expectin again!!! Our #3 is on the way... Just feeling so happy but so tired and so much morning sicknesses. Almost 24/7... I cant cook anymore... I cant go to my kitchen... Maybe you wont belive but i cant hear RICE or CHICKEN words. Even now i m feeling terrible for mention those things...But you know what my husband is Sri Lankan. That mean s RICE s everything for him... Poor guy he cant eat now. 

My poor kids too... I cannot cook anything... I dont know when this feeling will pass but just praying it can pass as soon as possible... Because it s not fun...

I've never been this much bad with other 2 pregnancies. With Odelia I was so bad too but not this much.

So here it s our news for the week...

When we gone to check that are we really pregnant or not my doctor was not at hospital. So we should go other doctor. And she was asking my husband  where he s from... and he started explain... She said just last week she was in India... So she was so nice to us...

My Odelia was so happy that we said her we are having another baby... I m not sure how much she can remember or not but all the week she played with a doll and feeding her and cleaning her. Sometimes coming to me and wanna kiss my tummy... She s just so cute...

Yuhanna doesnt care anything...I dont think that he understand what is going on... But he wants to be my only baby...He s climbing on me and kissing me... It just melting my heart...

I love to be a mom for 3...